28/11/17 T
Dream
Journal
- Woke up at 1300 today because of a curious dream.
- I was with Kelly in a high school we studied in. The bathroom was all squat - and I couldn’t use them despite how urgent I was. I looked at my watch - there were 20 minutes to the next lesson. I walked out of the classroom and asked Kelly (whose seat was near the classroom entrance) if she liked to come with me. We used the escalator to descend to the ground floor and walked out onto the street. The sky was dark - it was an evening. A family in which a boy was holding a plastic pocket of a gold fish passed by, and I pointed to Kelly and explained in her amazement. I couldn’t find the bathroom easily - but I realized that when I woke up I could easily find a sit toilet. So I woke up and went to the bathroom.
Life
Journal
- Went to the next flat for some spiritual reading - realized that I had nowhere to go and that wherever I went it'd be sitting still and read. I read - but it wasn't very comfortable. I decided to make it a secret place where my parents wouldn't notice my prescence there, so I could do my own things without disturbing them. (btw I love my new Bible so much - it's womanly and it’s KJV!)
- Eyes got sour and my mind got tired - because of the late awakening I supposed, yet used my notebook to create this OneNote session - organizing it was not easy. I felt a bit frustrated because of my incapbability to take action and quick organization, at the same time felt shocked at my slowness - I supposed I was good at organization things? However, that didn’t seem to be the case today.
- Went out to KFC with my parents for dinner at 2000, then met Chris at 2030 to return the money I owed him. We talked for a little at Starbucks and noticed that we changed - I used to be so at ease talking with him. But he's a family man now. He's still funny, but I suppose I should move pass him and pursue my dream. (He said he believed I could go out and migrate, so maybe it was me getting cautious with my relationship with him)
- I loved the idea of dividing different time sessions: 6 sessions a day for work and 1 session for rest. It's Gwyneth now - I ought to sleep for tomorrow. (there are so many things I need to do! D:)
- I supposed I should go to bed after spiritual formation… Good night, Journal.
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